Wednesday, May 26, 2010

seminggu lagi di firdaus‏

KeluargaKu~

well, it's been another week here in indo. first off, i just got all the letters talking about Zak's grandma dying a few weeks ago...sorry zak, i just found out, but condolences to you and your family. however, we all know where she is, and that she's been waiting to be reunited with your grandpa for a while, and that is a blessing that only this gospel can bring to us.

we just got done watching "Charly" at the church, and wow....yes, i knew i loved that movie before, but it's put a whole new perspective on things, because that's really what missionaries are all about...spreading that we CAN have the "happily ever after" within the gospel - that when we live worthy of the promises that God makes with us, our families can be together for eternity...with NO doubts about what happens after this life. i love the Plan of Happiness, and all the promises it gives! yesterday we were waiting for an appointment, and one of the elder's investigators was there early, and so we got talking to her, and i asked what they were learning about right now, and she said the temple, and becoming an eternal family (this lady is married with 3 kids, and they're all learning about the church, and want to get baptized, but they're having problems with her mom, who lives with them...so it's been really hard, especially for the mom), and i felt a little inspired to testify to her about what that promise means to me with my family and my future. hopefully it helps her to keep moving forward to work to overcome her challenges right now with her family.

so we met with Chern last week, and she's SOOOO awesome! i was asking her if she feels different now that she has the holy ghost, and she went off about how different she feels when she prays, and that she just LOVES to pray now, cuz she gets "this calm, peaceful feeling that wasn't there before." haha. she also got me some "magic" spray for my mosquito bites to help with the itching. haha, she's awesome. they're in china this week, so we won't meet again til next week, but bro hunter seems VERY happy as well :)

we've met with raz a few times this last week...now that chern's baptized, we're moving our focus to raz, and wanna meet at least twice a week. she's been expressing a need for friends in the church to help strengthen her, and so we've been searching for that...she also informed us that she's really worried about family problems if she gets baptized. her parents live in australia, so it's REALLY hard to try and work with them to help her, but we're working on what we can do to continue to help her. she told us yesterday that she REALLY wants to get baptized, she knows it's the right thing to do, but right now just isn't the time. so for now we're just gonna help her find friends in both the english and indo branch to help strengthen her testimony, and maybe just prepare her for when she leaves for australia in june. she may be moving to australia next year, and she thinks if that happens and she becomes independent from her parents, she'll be more able to do what SHE feels is right. so we'll see what we can do to help her. i just don't want her to fall away...

we have 2 appointments that i'm excited about...one today and one tomorrow, that are contacts of mine. i'm hoping with the one today, we can transition into the plan of salvation. the lady is a single mom with 2 kids (she was married to an englishman, so she's fluent in english, and can't even talk much in indo...i keep telling sis siman, i dunno why the only people i feel like i have any success with are english speakers [chern, raz, cherie, bertha], but whatevs...), and she's looking for happiness in her life right now...she had other questions last time tho that we focused more on, but today i REALLY wanna focus on helping her find out HOW she can find that happiness. so we'll see.

the other appointment is with a guy who thought i was a jehovah's witness. ugh. i always get SOOO offended when people ask that, which i shouldn't, but i do. he really wants to hear what we have to say, so i'm hopeful! we need more progressing investigators...

the other people we're meeting with lately all seem to be people with part of the truth, but they don't want to pray about the truth that we're sharing with them. they're open to hearing it, but they think that what they think is good enough. which is great, but when you have this even GREATER truth out there, wouldn't you just wanna grab ahold and never let go of that? i dunno...i get headaches about halfway thru the lessons, cuz they talk so much about what they believe, which has some truth, but no REAL base, so it's hard. ya...it is REALLY hard. i have this message that i want everyone else to feel, but sometimes i feel like there aren't enough people that care to know about it. it's sad, really. but it also helps strengthen my testimony of what i know is true. haha, then there's raz...who i wanna share EVERYTHING with, but i can't cuz she's gotta learn little by little. lol, so there are the two sides of things. i love indonesia...i love these people, and i want to help them know Christ as He really is! i want them to know that happiness that i know, i want them to feel His love surround them, and help them know that everything is going to be alright! i want them to know they're God IS there, and that He loves them, and that if they are willing to live His commandments and gospel, they WILL return to live with Him again. I love this gospel, i love this chance that i have to share with the people of indonesia, and i love my God for steering my life the way He has. i don't know why i'm so blessed, but i do know that it is my obligation to share what i know and love with others...so here i am :)

this week has been a pretty good one, and i'm so happy to be here, serving my God and Savior, and acting as they would if they were here. i know that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God, and that he restored the Gospel of Jesus Christ to the earth again...in its FULNESS! i love you all, and as always, thanks for the support and prayers...you're the best! loves,

~Sister Sara

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